My PreciOus MomenTs

pics!!

2009-08-04T20:11:00.003+08:00

aniway here's the pics lah.. pity you all lah..give you face lah..ahahax

2009-08-04T19:42:00.002+08:00

hahax i really give up abt my tagboard realli stup me...anyway that really dont bother much of me..just wana sae that me do really had a great fun earlier on.. guess what our lsm lecturer organised a trip for us...Cocoa Factory not clubbing darrr..and its not Butter factory its cocoa..Understand!!Understood!! wanted to upload pics but kinda of lazy..later see how lah..me now uploading it in my facebook..cos this daes internet so slow even thgh i used mozila well i like to labelled it as mozarella..hmm ring any bell for you..hehe its actually a chesse darrr..hmm when makin a pizza and its really a must to have that cheese you noe, you noe..haha me kind of irritating cum makcik rite??i noe lah..cos me now sooo excited of the whole thing but somehow troubles me, my video..ohhh it was so nice but something must be wrong with the format..

anyway gtg....love ya!!!

MJ!!!

2009-07-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

hey me was listening tracks from our late MJ. you are not alone.. i was nearly in tears.. man that song was century i noe but when you watched the video clip, it reaaly sadden ur heart as in a person that loved by others could just died like that due to cardiac arrest.. soo far the police still investigating his case and dr murray is back and is held with the police..gosh i really love the song..me thght wana buy the dvd..haha can watch it iso watching it thru imeem that one also cnnt view due to some circumstances.. i duno..i dun wana blog much abt that but gosh i shld sae he's really gorgoues esp his smile..ok enuff abt late mikael bin abdullah. now have to tuck in mitting my peeps tomorrow doin project...you are not alone....

dble fudge..muakz!!!

2009-07-28T00:51:00.002+08:00

everyone is asleep except for haiiri and me...yupsy before im turning in, just wana say ohhhh gosssshhhh i relllyy want out of here cos me craving for dble fudge brownie and sweet talk soooo much...me just cant stop thinking about it..haha just now i ate mcspicy but kinda of not nice..too spicy i duno maybe im sick thats why all not nice...at the same time chatted with hubby while eating..really miss him alot..i didnt noe that we been meeting since 4 days ago but its like 3 weeks some more me sooo confidently told judy that..haha my cuz i heard gettin engaged...ahaiz.. everyone is gettin hitched soon anyway except me..one of my close nenek was asking when is my turn, maybe i engaged firstlah then can get married together the same date with sis..eeeewwww i dun want lah..haha if possible i told my mom that i want to get hitched when my mom is past 55years old..atleast she she got cpf money..can borrow jap mah...haha make sure my wedding will be grand then..hehe just a wishful part of mine..

holidayyy!!!!!

2009-07-26T21:36:00.001+08:00

hubby told me that his leave his approved and he thght he wana go batam but me hesistantly just agredd with him and you noe what something just not him..he said, honey why not we just celebrate my bdae here. i was about to replied him in an exciting tone but io must pretend to be sad..i said... hmmm but i thgt you wana it sssooo much rite??i just follow suit.. im fine baby..then he said, i was thinking what you said after all this virus thingy happened i tght maybe we just celebrate here...i was sooo happi jumping all around but i dont want him to know that..hahah cos i noe thats one of his wishes..im just not mentally ready esp when what has happened in phuket really trembles me each time i think about it..now me have to think what i should plan for him.hehe i just hope i will make him the most happiest person on that 12th aug...goodbye darla

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2009-07-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

ive been browsing thru nurul ain site, studio frost..me been thinking wanted to buy the dress but me just so totally blank..me dont know which one to choose cos most of it was ssoooo damn gorgeous...perhaps maybe she in that dress but frankly im kinda of like her as well..anyway me now on mc me just dont know what to do...me told hubby ive beeen craving for ben and jerry and sweet talk..who will be the kind soul to buy it for me the sick chicken..hehe the thght of it really cant wait for me to get well..hehe i swear me gona eat like hell.. i don give a damn shit..haha of cos lah kena quarantinedd again for goodness sake..and all im afraid now that me gona miss alot of lessons just like dear fisah said..best ar faezah ko ader member baik..slalu tk g sch..hahah make sure you do aite even thgh i dont..hehe me got reasons you noe..

signing off,
edwardayah

Simplyyy Maddd!!!

2009-07-26T21:10:00.000+08:00

im here to let you guys know that ive beenn quarantined for one whole week again and no negotiation..you dont have any idea how frustrated i was at that point of time luckily me took a taxi home after being consulted by the doc..then this stupid uncle pardon my words i was saying ****st 81 he thgt its st 61 and i have to repeat it couple of times..can you imagine an ongoing projects and assignment waiting for you too hand up..guess what i quarelled with hubby till all those ridiculous words i can come up with just as long i shut his bl***dy mouth..seriously he was the one being sooo persistent of asking me to see a doc and he must be happi that im curing at home thinking what i should do next...well now me get over it later on me gt to take my medicine..i noe its damn useless serious shit it is cos till now my cough is totally not okay..freaking madd!!!

2009-06-22T23:31:00.004+08:00

you noe some stupid big dae is coming..i couldnt care less abt it at all.. mom been naggin to me to clear my stuff but it turned to a deaf ears..i thgt on the dae itself, me will be havin the AYG thingy but it turned out to be not.. nvm cos u noe wat i be working on that dae..most likely be goin out with hubby after that..then hopefully be mitin my gundu lala on sun..i dun realli loike to commit myself in this stuff..i noe tongues will wagged, you noe i wouldnt care..to tell you the truth i hate it when those pests like to linger arrd with my life..as long as i dun care no shit abt you, why must you bother isnt it??in reality, ya maybe me and ed wont last in our relationship but still i told myself, i love him and he loves me and we just wana be happy in each other arms..come to tink of it, its realli a waste that we're not meant to be together...atleast we both shared a gd and bitter pictures of us together....

hehe enjoyed!!!

2009-06-22T21:57:00.014+08:00

hey bloggies, its beenn loong since ive write on here..ahaiz been very busy with the AYG thingy..the last time i went, i didnt realli enjoyed that much..bcos of the ic there..nonsense..day shift just do it day shift lah..talk soo muchh old man!! bingit seh. aniway that andrew sooo cute lah.managed to take a pic with the girls..hiss eyes sooo big like goldfish..eera keep on calling him edward...hahax that my bf's name..funny lah her.. i realli loike the last part when we timed out, that when you see the typical s'poreans pattern disclosed..hahax me and the rest took a few cartons of drinks and stuffed it in our beg.. even thgh fisah's beg was small, just for one carton to fit in..hehe for mimi..more funny.. he keep on saying typical s'poreans atlast he took 1 carton into his beg.. Most of all i realli enjoyed it alot..too bad most of my peeps not there..sure we will have lots of fun..here's a pics we took throughout the period.

this are the only pics i can upload. you want more, can browse thru my facebook (only friends) opps sooorrry!!

hmmmm.....

2009-06-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

hi bloggies......, i noe i dun sound that gd..on my way to work gt to noe frm my friend that glandyn trying to get contact wit me aniway duno thats true or not..cos i dun really wanna tink abt it. he's not making the first move but i am..ya i noe naughty dayah but i just wanna tink positive, i dun wan to regard him as my ex, he used to be my friend to before we were an item. i added him in fb..hehe and to add with it, i wrote a personal msg to him..saying my bestie compliment him that he looks much more fairer then last time..hehe hmm thats all.i wanted to tell ed earlier on but i dun want to spoilt the mood of us having fun together.well just hope everyting will be fine and make sure that gf of his, whats the name again sophia, hmmph trying to play smart..wateva minger

signing off,

edwardayah

addicted

2009-06-12T23:09:00.004+08:00

i just cant help blogging here...hahax maaybe me just cant enuf of my lappy...hehe aniway been accumulate my desires of blogging for like what, hmm maybe weeks...me gona get bored that cos of the ayg thingy, my two weeks of holiday burnt but atleast not ssooo bad and i kind of hoping everyting runs smooothlyyy...mannn!!!!cos my beloved bestie is coming nxt mth..ahaiz somemore me wana pay for my lappy thingy and as well for my hp bills..hubby said not to worried abt the bills cos he gona settled everything for me but how long...i feel reali bad sumore with my bills are uncontrollable..hehe thats why lah me kind of hesistant asking him to pay..anyway thanks hubby for ur help..realii appreciates it alot and you never fail to be dere for me..hmmm aniway shld i buy mp3 or someting simple for bestie cos she gt an ipod which was given by her bf..(p.s. dat marisot kind of jealous and have that kind of tinking my bestie wanted it all by herself...stupid kemam...hahax) still kind of no use cos the ipod also like sort2 so thats why me intend to get her an mp3 atleast she can sing it loud in the mrt..funny her.love her lots..pic of me and her at goodwood park hotell..yipeee

im woorrried

2009-06-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

hi just wana pour out my feelings todae abt my girlfriend of mine...she msg me earlier asking me whether me wana go club tonite and she was saying she wanted try drinking. i told her off saying i despise pple who drink just to get rid of her problems ans as my point of view by drinking bcos of her bf also telling me pple how imbecile you can be..and that can reflect a bad impression on someone else..cos it happened to one of my girlfriends..that was like 3 years ago and she just broke up with her ex and we were sitting outside paragon rite after work..the bf was sitting just opposite us and she purposely drank a bottle of vodka just to show how great she were infront of the ex bf i mean. and it gives me an impression how cheap you are..girls out dere just wana say if you tempt ard friends drinking, tink twice.. i noe its common now for us to drink here and dere but you may regret it sooneer or later..if you were to drink, by all means but not infront ur ex or bcos of bgr proms...

sooo excitd

2009-06-12T22:30:00.002+08:00

hey you know wat me n hubby goin to swimming thot that me wanna suprise him but in the end, it was backfired. ahaiz its like as thgh he can read my mind..aniway me i just hoope both of gona have fun tomoroorrow...hehe tinkin of it makes me sooo excited...i love you hubby..i must admit sometyms i do miss my ex, but come to tink of it, you are still the best..i just couldnt find any slightest ting to do comparison with em...i used to love him sooo deeply and i gt you rite and its was sooo hard to patch tings up...i dun history to repeat itself..well i just hope that bof of us will do something to make each other happy, i mean each of us have a role to play aite...nite daddyyyy...me lurve ya sooo much..

signing off

love eDwardayah

2009-06-11T20:10:00.002+08:00

ive realli had a gd time at the ayg training even thgh its kind of boring but atleast my peeps is there to perk me up..hehe tanx guys and faezah, i read ur blog...hehehe you thght you gona be late but in the member jadi 4 pointer...wahahaha tanah merah btol..ahaiz but everytin gona end soon, i mean its a sch holidays but nvm me still can mit up with fisah and mun on nxt week atleast not sooo bad...my lil brat here seems like entertaining himself..hehehe sooo cute and geram esp when he finished bathing..muakz to him and you all not forgetting to my hubby...

Heeehehe

2009-06-11T19:45:00.002+08:00

Eluhaaaa...hehehe me just couldnt stop laughing...you noe what me just cant wait to spend time with my hubby..gonaa give him a suprise i guess...he wanted to go swimming but to no avail, everying have to postponed it. i hope my intentions come true cos i hate any cockup plans esp when you have already planned it well.

signing off,

edwardayah

Im TinKin abt Eeeuuu

2009-06-10T23:50:00.003+08:00

hey you noe wat yest me dreamt abt glandyn and he came to my dreams i was ssooo excited and so coindence my girlfriend eera, told my abt my another x who is najib..ahaiz i was expecting abt gland thgh...after all those happened me started to have old feelings and nostalgia abt me and him..was studying for my lsm but couldnt reali concentrate cos i was deadly tinkking abt him..he may not be some ideal dreamguy, but i just cant get him out of mind..even thgh rite now, i do tink abt him.. im creating a scene for myself..isnt me have to tink ed more...come to think of it, kind of normal to have flashback as long as you clinging on it..i gt to be happi esp when ed on my side rite now...and hes needing me and im needing him as well..

signed off,
still missing him badly

I just Wish...

2009-06-10T23:10:00.006+08:00

i thot that after the classtest ends me and ed will lead a normal life just like before but he claimed that me simply dun care and love him just like i used to do but bo pian its my classtest cant expect i have to ignore and neglect everyting and spend more time with him..Sure yes i can do that but not that soon and ive been looking forward dis coming aug to on holiday with him but he said that he gt no mood liao cos ive said something that hurt him..im soo soorii if its reali do. at the same time im just tinking how come he cannot reali open up his mind like he used to..well maybe he's under randomised or dedicated storage..haha thats frm lsm sub aniway..Even thgh he duno i dun owned a blog, just wanna let him noe that he will not neglected by me. P.S i love you

pissed off

2009-05-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

elooooo...im simply gt mood eversince yest...after someone told me what happened at my workplace i felt veri pissed off..c'mon ar someone that who you been closed with noes everyting and guess what it's someting babd abt me but i wasn't been informed abt it..rumours been spreading that i just started working and im veri close to most of the staff there esp my om and the assistant..i was what the hell sia!!! i mean i would look for them also for my pay been shortage and i guess they gt sick n tired wiht me keep on chasing them and to realised that someone can say im trying to ang pau them just to gt wat i wanted..i felt if you put ur best positive manners and also your work attitude, i'm sure the head will sayang you alot..as in will have atleast gd impression of you wat..i totalli flared up yest when having my lunch..and i was veri angered abt wat happen and someone who you tink you can rely on and believe don't really understand..

k fine whateva..

Batam Trip

2009-05-16T19:43:00.002+08:00

hey guys guess what me goin batam trip tomorrow with hubby..hahax me intend to wear simplicity as i could..hehehe ya afraid kena extort for the 2nd time..now me at coffee bean with my peeps doing skool project..fisah left at ard 6 plus..hahax and me all alone now luckily mac is soo engrossed doing his own thing..hahax if not, abes aku kena jadi bahan..was the waiting for haffiz but he never come..i will always remember dis line my shifu kacau me..hehe miss all HB satff esp wa de shifu..hmm they don't really approved me going back to ed but a gd friends will alwaes do their part just to make their friends happy..they gave me their blessings and hopefully yupsy there's no history repeating its ownself..thats one of my wishes..

ok see ya guys..muakz

Been igNored

2009-05-06T19:48:00.002+08:00

I just totally hate it when my life been turned upside down bcos of my family and after that i will be doing all those stupid tings that i will tink of..i used to be very close with my own dad but not anymore sooo damn biased cos i realli hate his attitude even thgh i must admit its a bit harsh for his daughter to say this, i just cant help it and ive got to pour it all out over here..finally that girl is getting engaged this coming june..oh gosh i dont understand how her so called 'ayah' can tahan her with all those naggings..ive told my mom im not going to attend her dae..can just forget abt it..just waste my bL*$@% time.. i really out of my mind but ive gt my own plans and will always make my parents frustrated, not my dad but my mom will feel it more then him..im left with no choice

signing off lads,

edwardayah

Been RecallIng The past

2009-05-04T23:21:00.000+08:00

Every since my first day in skool, on the 13th april, ive been recallin the past moments that ive gone thru and beloved friends and boyfriends, esp glandyn.. i must admit i shldnt tink abt him cos right now im with ed for like 3 years but the feelins you cant help it..Earlier on, i went back with hairi and was listening to mario's song, let Me Love you..it was the song, he once dedicated to me..i cant denied the feelings is there again, cos you noe why??he was my very first love dat i ever serious with and goes with ed too..ahaiz im okae right now..my friends is everwhere so i dont reali remembered him dat much futhermore ive got ed to treasure and to be loved..

signing off
with loved,
Edwardayah